After yesterday's shout out of victory to myself, today I am in a totally shit position. Why do I end up bingeing when I have the intention to restrict?? It is like ED is back with a vengeance! It seems to say since you want to eat, just eat everything in sight and go hunt for all the ice-cream and chocolates that you can stuff yourself with. Turn into a whale for all I want!

I wonder is it that because I didn't start off my day right?? Today I woke up with a determination to restrict but..... I guess from tomorrow onwards, I have to do better. Start the day off right to prevent ED from taking charge again. I am not gonna give up fighting because I really want to have a shot at a life free of ED!!

**Keep on fighting!! Don't attempt to throw in the towel yet!!!**