Today was good! I finally made it!! 3 square meals and snacks without cheating!! =D Realised that the guilt from eating without cheating makes me feel like shit but also prevents me from binge-ing as much!! Yesterday I had chocolate wafer biscuits and potato chips apart from some vanilla ice cream. Who says that I cannot eat just for the sake of curiosity??? I guess only ED will. Because it is what normal people do anyways. Just probably without the guilt??... ergh! How I wish everything can just be suddenly normal!!!