Doc's appt today. So frreaking dead...... In patient or not?? The decision is mine and I have been frustrating over it for like ages. I am seriously not doing all that fine albeit still no threats of any heart failures or what not. It is just that my mood keeps getting "better" and my agonies have been worsening day by day, min by min. How?!?!..... All the guilty feelings are worsening and deepening! =S

Honestly speaking should I just stop school for this sem and just get over this once and for all or should I still stick on with school and the possibility of part time work and still cope on, slower recovery process, but at least work on it??.... How??... Can someone please give me some sound advice???....