Happy National Day Singapore!! Today went fine without mishaps but on the other hand it spells trouble for ED's recovery phase. If I am feeling so alright and happy now which means ED-fuss-free, meaning I of course didn't do well. Lies after lies. Truth spilled and confessed. Done both, yet balancing it so well. Well, ED loves this side of me yet I, the true person waiting to break free of it's monstrous clutch, hates it to the core!!! I hate the liar in me and I hate ED even more!! It is not as if ED is another monster controlling me. IT IS ME!!!!!!! I myself dictate what I do and what I think but why there are two sides of me??!!! The congruency between this 2 sides are about as far apart as the North and South Pole!! =S HAtes.....